<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[meltzermusings]]></title><description><![CDATA[meltzermusings]]></description><link>https://nibirjm21.wixsite.com/meltzermusings/blog</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2026 11:29:23 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://nibirjm21.wixsite.com/meltzermusings/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[for vivian]]></title><description><![CDATA[being breathless at your disposal is the first thing i remember of your skin. the soft tendrils come second. and the warmth of it third....]]></description><link>https://nibirjm21.wixsite.com/meltzermusings/post/for-vivian</link><guid isPermaLink="false">675c3f15b7bb41d809881d3e</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 Dec 2024 14:07:19 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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brown in your eyes, and your face in history class. about your...]]></description><link>https://nibirjm21.wixsite.com/meltzermusings/post/my-therapist-asks-me-to-describe-an-apocalypse</link><guid isPermaLink="false">675c4f46b7bb41d8098823ed</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 Dec 2024 15:15:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/fcad33_65776649f0c74270b38532e7e9ef3699~mv2.png/v1/fit/w_720,h_439,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>nibir </dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[if my love for you is enough]]></title><description><![CDATA[if my love for you is enough, you can come over and i'll draw your face with blue paint. i'll let you draw scars around my corium where i...]]></description><link>https://nibirjm21.wixsite.com/meltzermusings/post/if-my-love-for-you-is-enough</link><guid isPermaLink="false">675c4e9fb7bb41d8098823b1</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 Dec 2024 15:12:40 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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